Ghost

(album: Uncomfortable - 2015)

What you even come around for?
You ain't have my back even when I had yours
We said we'll take the whole world over
You couldn't even tell me what's wrong
Still think about it though it's been so long
Thought we'd be down forever, now you're gone

I remember, I remember
It wasn't many days that we didn't chill together
We was hanging in my dorm room, we would write them rhymes
Then record 'em in my closet cause we was next to shine
Even had our own handshake, fall into that hug
And we was different colors, but we swore that we were blood
And, uh, all of a sudden you deaded everyone
I had to find out through the internet you had a son
And when I text you won't hit me
This music took me all around the world, you were s'posed to go with me
But, uh, the thug changes and love changes
And them best friends become strangers
I knew what Nas said was true
I just never thought it be about you
But, um, people come, people go
And when they leave it's like they took a piece of your soul
It's sorta like a ghost

[Hook:]
I didn't know you could walk through walls
I didn't know you could float
I didn't know you could disappear
I guess you were a ghost
Ghost
Ghost
We used to be so close

I pray I don't get used to this feeling
The closer you are, deeper the cuts, longer the healing
These feelings and insecurity, they circle
I just walk around like ain't a soul on this earth that's hurting me
I do this for protection
When I feel rejected I just dead 'em first, man
Somebody bring the hearse in
My worst fear in life is that my wife would have the urge to leave
Like everybody else start deserting me
I know we made vows, but I cannot believe when I see divorce rates
You know why I got doubts
Fear taking control
Seeing it, now I know
To truly love a person, the bravest act of the soul
I could either get my heart again, put it in the open
Or lock it in a box where it never be broken
But there it grows cold, lifeless and old
Nobody could come close but it's safe
Protected from the ghost

[Hook:]
I didn't know you could walk through walls
I didn't know you could float
I didn't know you could disappear
I guess you were a ghost
Ghost
Ghost
We used to be so close

What you even come around for?
What you even come around for?
What you even come around for? (let it go, let it go, let it go)
What you even come around for?
You ain't have my back even when I had yours