Breakdown

(album: Forgive & Regret - 2020)

I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now
I've been in my mind getting used to pain now
No one else to blame, did this all on my own
I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know
I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now
I've been in my mind getting used to pain now
No one else to blame, did this all on my own
I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know

Yeah
The only thing that we have in common is now our memories
Your heart beating, but fuck it, you still dead to me
Started off as friends then we ended up as enemy
Why you always testing me? Thinking that you blessing me?
All I ever really cared about was your respect for me
I think less of you so Ion care if you think less of me
Giving out myself to everyone gon' be the death of me
Then they wanna come and take whatever's left of me

I could use a break
Get up out my face
Every time we talk, it's just more time I waste
I could use a break
Get up out my face
Every time we talk, it's just more time I waste
To find yourself, you gotta lose it all, doe
Even when the truth get hard to swallow
All the pain I been through turned my heart cold
So much on my mind that I never say

I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now
I've been in my mind getting used to pain now
No one else to blame, did this all on my own
I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know
I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now
I've been in my mind getting used to pain now
No one else to blame, did this all on my own
I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know

Ayy
I see you in the light that you don't even see yourself in
Teach a man to fish, and that man's still gon' be selfish
Losing myself by being so damn selfless
Helping everybody left me so damn helpless
You look at me, and you get mad at yourself
All that jealousy is getting really bad for your health
So when you stab me in the back, it's like you stabbing yourself
And we both grew up, bro, that's why you mad at my wealth

I could use a break
Get up out my face
Every time we talk, it's just more time I waste
I could use a break
Get up out my face
Every time we talk, it's just more time I waste
To find yourself, you gotta lose it all, doe
Even when the truth get hard to swallow
All the pain I been through turned my heart cold
So much on my mind that I never say

I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now
I've been in my mind getting used to pain now
No one else to blame, did this all on my own
I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know
I don't wanna breakdown, I've been losing faith now
I've been in my mind getting used to pain now
No one else to blame, did this all on my own
I don't think I'll change, this is all that I know