Heartless

(album: Once And For All - 2023)

This is not the way I planned it all
I didn't mean to be what I've become
So fucking heartless like a humanoid
So dead inside I cannot be destroyed

So this is not what it was meant to be
It always seems something so good to me
But then I look at them and see this void
So dead inside, so fucking paranoid

I'll wait
This can't be real
Till this day I feel
Like I just can't breathe on my own
I know (I know) I'm done (I'm done)
I can't feel nothing at all

Look at all the damage done
All my dreams have suddenly gone
And despite what you won't see
They're always too much for me

This is not what it was meant to be
I'm sick of all the nights of could have been's
So fucking heartless like a humanoid
A walking dead, a humanoid

Something nice
For the price
I will not stop dreaming
But I always die inside

I'll wait
This can't be real
Till this day I feel
Like I just can't breathe on my own
I know (I know) I'm done (I'm done)
I can't feel nothing at all

This is not the way I planned it all
I didn't mean to be what I've become
I'm sick of all the nights of could have been's
They're always too much for me

I was just skin and bones
They're always too much for me
Despite what you can't see
They're always too much for me