Tears To Snow

(album: Knock Madness - 2013)

[Verse 1 Hopsin]
Man, fuck!
Me and my girl keep arguing
Somehow my life just got hard again
She's scared of groupies that steady barging in
I can't explain the pain my heart is in
Yeah, I got money, but reality isn't sunny, it's dark and grim
See when I'm touring I don't take her
So she can feel what anger, thinking that another woman is gon' replace her
She standing in tears of emotion knee deep
I keep tryna tell her, "Why? I ain't fucking no groupie!"
She don't believe me
My career is so deceiving
She's dating a rapper, nobody said it was gon' be easy
She threaten' to leave me 'cause of these text messages girls sent
Now I'm just caught in this whirlwind
Tryna explain they just friends who can't control themselves
They see the fame, think I'm cute, and they get overwhelmed
She should fucking know the deal
I'm done dealing with this bull shit
Bitch, I'm outta here, you can go to hell!

[Hook]
There's no room to drive at the end of the road
When you're living in the cold not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me? (will they ever learn to love me?)

Don't fucking call me!
Stop tryna to reach me!
I ain't tryna hear all of your bullshit...
Just leave me!

[Verse 2 Hopsin]
The underground ain't been the same since I emerged from it
Niggas hear my name and they just hating throw some dirt on it
Talking bout I blew up and just left them in the dust,
But we ain't friends motherfucker we ain't never kicked it once
You better zip it shut, I'm respectful
But, if I spot you that's the only time that I won't ever give a fuck!
Your words can make a difference, do not forget
If you run your mouth and talk shit,
You paying for what comes out of it
Bitch niggas acting all macho jealous 'cause they ain't got dough
While they still opening up for me at my show
Smiling coming over to me like I'm the coldest MC
And then you bad mouth the moment I leave!
Aight, I got it since I'm in the limelight
You niggas try to look cool by not being hyped about my height
Simple and plain, better watch where your missiles are aimed
Insult my name you'll rekindle a flame, nigga

[Hook]
There's no room to dive at the end of the road
When you're living in the cold not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me? (will they ever learn to love me?)

Don't fucking call me,
Stop trying to reach me
I ain't tryna' hear all of your bullshit
Just leave me!

[Verse 3 Hopsin]
I'm 'bout to lock myself in my basement and dig my grave inside
All jokes aside, man I see no reason to stay alive
If I do it, I won't even say goodbye
"Yo but you're Hopsin and you have so many fans!" Yeah great advice!
I'm not lucky, outside of Hopsin there's no one who loves me
I come home to absolutely nothing
Nobody pays any mind to Marcus, they treat me like I'm retarded
And just want me to slave away as an artist
It don't make any sense to me, no one wants to get to know the real me
They just want some pictures for their friends to see
I deal with this kind of stress endlessly
Fuck this damn industry, look at all this shit that it just did to me
I don't care about no big collab, or tryna' swim in cash
I just want a family I can watch the TV with and laugh
Until then I'm on the dark side, I'm the fucking dark knight
Starting bar fights, it's a hard life

[Hook]
There's no room to dive at the end of the road
When you're living in the cold not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me?

Don't fucking call me,
Stop trying to reach me
I ain't tryna' hear all of your bullshit
Just leave me!