Hotel In Sydney

(album: No Shame - 2017)

[Hopsin:] Are you guys letting me go now?
[Officer:] Yea, yea I'm afraid not ya fucking dog of a cunt. Let's go, Dickhead
[Hopsin:] Officer, you said I was only gonna be here for 30 minutes, it's been 5 hours man what's goi
[Officer:] Yeaaaaaaaa, shut your fucking mouth ya fuckwit before I fucking bash ya
[Hopsin:] Man, what the fuck are yo talking
[Officer:] Go inside ya fucking wombat
[Hopsin:] Man this is stupid
[Officer:] Go on sit down
[Hopsin:] [*sighs*] Oh, god
[Officer:] Now, your misses claims you assaulted her
[Hopsin:] Psssssst
[Officer:] Bloody oath man, why'd ya fucking beat her?
[Hopsin:] Man, I didn't fucking beat her, listen, I'm telling you

[Hopsin:]
I got her the engagement ring that she liked, booked a new flight to come to Sydney, just to see her
Start a new life
Man shes 20 weeks pregnant, and I was trying do right
For us, the family, the kid. But maybe I was too nice
My homie text me a picture, and I just burst into anger
It was my girl in a bed, with her personal trainer
I text my homie like "Yo, where you find this?"
He says "Snapchat bro. It's all on my timeline, shit."
Swear it struck a fucking nerve in my chest
I looked at my girl and said "Get a paternity test!"
She said "NO! Don't you get all worked and upset I only slept in the bed right after work just to rest."
I said "What? You expect me to believe that? Ha, alright, yea, I'll 'relax' guess it doesn't seem bad, my girlfriend's with a buff nigga getting t-bagged."
Officer, correct me if I'm wrong but she needed her head detached!
I said "bitch, I can't believe this shit
Does he know your pregnant? Is that his kid?
Look how big my headache is
This whole time y'all having sex and shit
What type of nigga would fuck a pregnant chick?
I said, "Let's get this paternity test, I'm not kidding bitch."
She said, "No I'm not getting it!"
Officer, I ain't seen her in months
I couldn't trust the lying whore
Plus she told me she slept with this guy before
And then I said, y'know what? Forget it. S'all good
Nevermind, shit was making my blood pressure high
I love her unconditionally, you know?
I can't pretend I ain't never lie
For the moment, I guess I'll let it slide
She said "If you don't want to take care of this kid, Marcus then say so"
I said "Wait, no, it's mine too, I can't go, how you gonna support this kid without me? You don't make dough."
She said "Hahaha. I make loads."
She had six grand cash
I said "But you was broke two weeks ago! How you making chips that fast?"
She said, "I bartend, I made it all in tips haha."
I said, "Girl, you must take me as a big jackass."
I'm like "Please, we both know money is hard to come by"
Her bullshit, might fly over the heads of some guys
Officer, she's always telling dumb lies
I've known her for six years, and she hasn't lifted a finger one time!
I said, "Where'd you get the cash from?"
She said "I bartend, duhhh, from tips. I'm a waitress"
I said, "Where'd you get the cash from?"
She started stuttering like "uhm-uhh-mmm Marcus, wait just-"
I said, "Where'd you get the cash from?"
She said, "Ok, ok, I'll tell you just promise me you won't get mad."
I'm like "Baby, where'd you get the cash from?"
She said "I work at a strip club... It's how I made the six grand."
I said "Woaah, no... NOOOOOO!"
I fell down in tears, my heart broke, I turned cold
I don't want the girl that I'm in love with doing hoe shit
If she needed cash, I woulda loaned it, and she knows it
They won't lemme get a refund on this $20,000 ring
Fuck my head hurts, I need some ibuprofen

[Officer:] Yea, Mr. Hopson, you need a minute?
[Hopsin:] Um, may I have some water please?
[Officer:] Ah, no worries at all
[Hopsin:] I don't mean to cry and get emotional, but all this just bothers me
[Officer:] Yea, it's alright, you're good...Yea, here ya go mate
[Hopsin:] Thanks... [*sips water*]
I wasn't me no more, I looked her in the eyes, and straight told her
[Officer:] What'd you say to her?

[Hopsin:]
I need you to tell me where this strip club is at
Or this family we're about to have is over
I said "Tell me where it's at?"
She said "No."
I said "You about to make me mad..."
She said "So?"
I said "Bitch, you better panic and run. The damage is done. You doing this 4 months away from having my son. UGH."
I told her I would always have her back
I forgave her after all the careless acts
I have one question, and she couldn't share the facts
The strip club How come she couldn't tell me where it's at?
Who the fuck she fucking in there?
Who's dick she sucking in there?
Shaking her fucking butt in the air
It's like we've argued for a thousand fucking hours
I'm annoyed and I was at the point where something was about to get destroyed
I grabbed her purse, threw that shit across the room
I fucking launched it too
It was filled with makeup kits and all of her jewels
I blacked out
She said "What the fuck is wrong with you?"
She got up out the bed to get it I pushed her ass back in it
I said "We still talking bitch. You and I ain't finished. Nah. This strip club, where is it? BITCH WHERE THE FUCK IS IT?"
I said "You know what? Fuck it. Awesome. Fine."
In the process of all this drama, I had lost my mind
I felt lost and blind
The gym trainer, the strip club
The ring, the baby
She really crossed the line
And then I finally came down and all the madness was finished
Then she invited me to dinner with her family in Penrith
I said "I ain't going with you, you can leave now, I need to stay in this hotel room, and figure some things out."
Officer, I know you ain't gonna sympathize
I don't approve of any man putting hands on his girlfriend or wife
Especially when she's pregnant with his kid inside
Honestly, feel like I wasn't in the wrong
But still, I wasn't in the right
Ask her she ain't got no bruises on her
I'm human there's only so much a dude can conquer
She knew that her actions reflected true dishonor and tried to cover it
Saying I'm and abusive monster that's bullshit, huh
And that fast, poof, all of her wrongs are in the past cool
She's just the innocent white girl and I'm the black guy
Who always gets mad, true!
I know y'all about to make it hard for me to get back into Australia man this fucking shit is sad
Dude, I still don't know if this baby is mine or not
So when he's born, who's gonna be the fucking dad?
You?