Lost

(album: I'd Rather Die Than Let You In - 2020)

I need to listen to myself
I need to show myself some empathy
Need to listen to my heart
Instead of hiding in the revelry

I don't wanna be wanted
Today I wanna be free
I wanna make damn sure
That they can't fucking find me

I wanna get lost
Somewhere only I know
Let my body breathe, go slow
I gotta get out
Runaway somehow
And let me go
Where it's okay to wallow
My soul, my shadow can't follow
I'm outta control
I'm done with it all

I wanna get lost
I wanna get lost
I'm outta control
I'm done with it all

I don't think I can stomach
What they're force feeding me
God I'm so full up, I don't need no more to eat

I wanna get lost
Somewhere only I know
Let my body breathe, go slow
I gotta get out
Runaway somehow
And let me go
Where it's okay to wallow
My soul, my shadow can't follow
I'm outta control
I'm done with it all

I wanna get lost
I wanna get lost
I'm outta control
I'm done with it all

I wanna get lost
And let me go
I'm outta control
I'm done with it all