Curse Or Cure

(album: Amorphous - 2021)

Oh I swear my emotions are the enemy
Be dead by now if I'd have done what they were telling me
Whisper lies, but they sound like half-truths
Confusing a sick mind isn't that hard to do

And you say I'm a hopeless case, I'm a hopeless case
And you say I'm a hopeless case, I'm a hopeless case

I'm afraid I can't trust myself, myself
Don't leave me alone
How you want me to fix myself, myself
All I've ever known, I've ever known
How can I separate
Me from the remedy?
I can't be sure, be sure
Am I the curse or the cure?

Oh it's more than a little maddening
Got me second guessing everything that's happening
I think, I think I'm in over my head
And the more I think about it, the worse that it gets

And you say I'm a hopeless case, I'm a hopeless case
And you say I'm a hopeless case, I'm a hopeless case

I'm afraid I can't trust myself, myself
Don't leave me alone
How you want me to fix myself, myself
All I've ever known, I've ever known
How can I separate
Me from the remedy?
I can't be sure, be sure
Am I the curse or the cure?

All I see are all my flaws
I see is all I'm not
I'm not senseless
I won't separate this heart
To make it what you want
You can't tell me anymore
(Curse or cure)

I'm afraid I can't trust myself, myself
Don't leave me alone
How you want me to fix myself, myself
All I've ever known, I've ever known
How can I separate
Me from the remedy?
I can't be sure, be sure
Am I the curse or the cure?
Am I the curse or the cure?
Am I the curse or the... cure?