Beloved: Seraphia, Seraphia

(album: Trilogy: Dawn - 2015)

No I couldn't get much worse.
Maybe I will come home again someday.
And if I am your curse I'll bless you when you go away & leave me.

With this here simple mind I cannot find any kind of peace of mind.

And even if I could see you one last time, darling would it be the same
or close the door on all things I hate about my past?

And I've been swimming in the deep end.
Turning screams to whispers of old dear friends by ignoring everybody else.
Making peaceful peace with myself

And even if I could see you one last time, darling would it be the same
or close the door on all things I hate about my past?

Revenge is sour, there is no just war.
But I cannot close the door.
All these things I hate about myself they always last.

I know that he's in love with you.
And I know that he will always be there.
When you left I fell apart but I know that it was I who broke my own heart.

And even if I could see you one last time, darling would it be the same
or close the door on all things I hate about my past?

Revenge is sour, there is no just war.
But I cannot close the door.
All these things I hate about myself they always last.