Here's To You

(album: Beautiful Oblivion - 2019)

I might've fucked up today
But I'm too fucked up to care
You've been calling me
I can't find my phone nowhere
I don't know what I'd say
Even if you were to reach me
Cause I can't feel no pain
When the night comes out to save me

On the late night laying with the demons
In the distance I can hear you screaming
Oh I follow, follow the darkness
Lost my money trying to numb my nightmares

I'm stuck in my ways
So drunk day after day
Too much to undo
Couldn't make you stay
Here's to you
Here's to you

I might've fucked up today
But I'm too fucked up to care
No I'm not seeing straight
But it's clear inside my head
That you can't handle me
Even if your heart was stone cold
And I don't feel no shame
When the nights they start to grow old

On the late night laying with the demons
In the distance I can hear you screaming

I'm stuck in my ways
So drunk day after day
Too much to undo
Couldn't make you stay
Here's to you
Here's to you

Commandeer my mental space
I'd rather be asleep
Far too gone to concentrate (I don't wanna wake up)
I'd rather be not me

On the late night laying with the demons
In the distance I can hear you screaming
Oh I follow, follow the darkness
Lost my money trying to numb my nightmares

I'm stuck in my ways
So drunk day after day
Too much to undo
Couldn't make you stay
Here's to you
Here's to you

Commandeer my mental space
I'd rather be asleep
Far too gone to concentrate
I'd rather be not me