She Said

(album: Ports & Chords - 2013)

When I look back at these last couple of years
And the girl by my side I can hardly believe it
She knows what she wants and she's looking so fine
I can call myself happy that I made her mine

I even like the idea that she may be the one
Heaven on earth and the choir is starting to hum

When I look back how I wasted my time
What the hell was I thinking or was I just blind
At a time when I could have had anyone
I left off with this guy and he gets nothing done

Stupid as hell having no clue what life is about
How can he always be smiling while I'm freaking out

Get yourself a life
Get a gun, get a knife
She said

Get out of my way
Get the fuck out of my face
She said she's on the run
She said she's gonna run so

Set me straight whatcha want, whatcha gonna do now
Set my straight get it outta my head
Let's not wait before I lose all control
It's better now than tomorrow she said

It feels even better than I thought it would
Every moment I'm with him is ruined for good
Although different persons, we're almost the same
If I cut my heart out only he is to blame

I have been wondering for years when it will become due
I made up my mind, on my knees I will speak out to you