cloud

(album: patience - 2022)

Mum and dad are sick
The cancer got em' both
My sister's slipping in and out
It's hard to keep her close
Got a girlfriend?
I don't know if I could call her that
She won't call me back

I've been getting faded since the day I turned 11
And since my homie went to heaven
I've been in a Great Depression looking back at every message
I was searching for acceptance
But I guess I learned a lesson that...

Everybody's gonna die some day
Everybody's gonna die some day
Life is kinda like a tidal wave
I've been riding on but I'm ok

Cause I wish I could be a cloud
Telling everybody "Peace, I'm out"
And leave my problems on the ground
Raindrops are falling upside down
Maybe I'm just fucking high right now
But I think they got it figured out
I wish I could be a cloud

They say 7/10 is living pretty good
And I've done more than half the things I never thought I could
Do my best to give up on the shit I thought I would be
Funny feeling that I'm right here where I should be
Mama told me not to live in the past
Every domino is making me laugh
Some days it feels like I've been walking on glass
But if I took my life and traded it back...

I wish I could be a cloud
Telling everybody "Peace, I'm out"
And leave my problems on the ground
Raindrops are falling upside down
Maybe I'm just fucking high right now
But I think they got it figured out
I wish I could be a cloud

Even when the sun don't shine
I finally got some peace of mind
I be in my head sometimes
Please don't worry
I'll be fine

Staring at the bright blue skies
I got a brand new lease on life
Can finally fall asleep at night
I'll be ok, I'll be fine

I wish I could be a cloud
Telling everybody "Peace, I'm out"
And leave my problems on the ground
Raindrops are falling upside down
Maybe I'm just fucking high right now
But I think they got it figured out
I wish I could be a cloud