In The End

(album: Ventura Boulevard - 2019)

Tell me why I feel so sick
Every time something goes my way
And why I break off friendships
Just so I have something to say

'Cause I'm conscious of i-i-it
I think I might even lo-o-ove it
But can someone ask me
If I'm still happy?
'Cause it feels like
The more that I pull back
I'm self-inflicting pain again
Well, I just wanna know

Will it be worth it?
Will it be worth it?
Worth all the loneliness?
Worth all the weight on my chest?
Will it be worth it?
Or am I just selfish in the end?
In the end

I'm not masochistic
I just like the way it feels
(I shouldn't want what I want)
(But I want what I want)
I might cut up an onion
If it'd help me shed a tear
(I shouldn't want what I want)
(But I'll get what I need)

I'll throw a fi-i-it
I lose my shi-i-it
But can someone ask me
If I'm still happy?
'Cause it feels like
The more that I freak out
I manifest my fears
Is that weird?
Well, I just wanna know

Will it be worth it?
Will it be worth it?
Worth all the loneliness?
Worth all the weight on my chest?
Will it be worth it?
Or am I just selfish in the end?
In the end

I know I get stupid crazy
Thinking it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry
Please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)
I know I get stupid crazy
Thinking it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry
Please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)
I know I get stupid crazy
Thinking it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry
Please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)
I know I get stupid crazy
Thinking it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry
Please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)

(Will it be worth it?)
(Will it be worth it?)
(Will it be worth it?)
Oh
(Will it be worth it?)
Will it be worth it?
Will it be worth it?
In the end
Will it be worth it?
Will it be worth it?

I know I get stupid crazy
Thinking it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry
Please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)
I know I get stupid crazy
Thinking it'll satisfy me
Know it's been a while, sorry
Please don't leave me in the end
(In the end, in the end, in the end)
In the end
Whoa-oh
Whoa-oh
Whoa-oh
(In the end, in the end, in the end)