Opportunity Cost Freestyle

Everything cost something bro
I learned the hard way, trust I know
I don't even smoke, but might get high for all the times I'm low
I work my ass off, now it's starting to show
Yeah, no dreams to big, chase anything got the passion to do
Fuck a 9-5, I'll pass on the school, enjoy my life I wanna actually do
Lost the girl that I still love, I fucked around and acted a fool
Grass ain't always greener on the other side, man damn that's true
Life in the jungle, man I pray that I don't stumble
Got the ball, don't plan to fumble, thanking God and staying humble
Yeah, do this for ryan, my mother, my father and my uncle
Can't touch my hustle, all the times I pushed through all the struggles
I've been going through some changes
Crazy how life rearranges, I work hard and get these payments
Where was y'all a year ago man fuck these strangers, liquor numb the sad and anger, Gucci clothes I'm fly like hangers
The woman that I love is with a good guy
And the woman I just fucked was just a one night stand so goodbye
Sacrificing everything I'm just tryna chase the good life
Try to keep the promises that I make man I should try
Fuck, yeah I guess I'm in my feels again
I've been numb so long I guess it feels good just to feel again
All this fake shit round me, seeing you, makes it real again
I just cut the snakes from out my life and only few still friends

Yeah, but really man I'm truly blessed
A million youtube views at 19, how you not impressed
I made this song because I have so much shit on my chest
Always in the lab, swear to God I have no time to rest
I hope you hear this, I apologize I made a mess
But understand, for you I just want the fuckin best
I'll give my all for this till I can't take a fucking breath
I guess somethings are better off when left unsaid
Dropping a new EP on November 10th
Man that's my birthday, I'll be 20, my how time has went
My biggest fear is getting comfortable and so content
Man that's the shit that I must prevent
I've been living low and going dumb like every weekend
A shorty with an ass, wow, swear that shit my weakness
Girls hit my DM's cause my fans swear I'm a genius
She ain't even heard me rap, but still she want my penis
Meanwhile I'm still caught up on the girl who knows my secrets
The journey is hellacious, man this shit so far from seamless
These days I just listen and observe, and I speak less
I have a couple regrets, but fuck it I don't need stress
Take a deep breath