not over you

(album: bye - 2021)

Another late night of laying, staring at the ceiling
Memories of you still hanging on the walls
Deep breath, I take another sip of whiskey
So maybe I won't feel anything at all

And I can't get you outta my head, yeah
It's relatively obvious that

I'm not over you, mmh
But I'm trying to
Get over you
Every single day
The more I try to let you go
The more I realize
I'm not over you

Why can't I take a stupid drink of coffee?
Without swearing, I see your lipstick on the cup
Deep breath, now I'm thinking of when you came on
To tell me that we'd be better off alone

Well maybe you were right again, mmh
There's no way for me to pretend

I'm not over you, mmh
But I'm trying to
Get over you
Every single day
The more I try to let you go
The more I realize

What if you grabbed my hand and told me that you miss me?
What if you said what I can feel, a mindful lie

I'm not over you, mmh
I'm not over you