Save Me

(album: Disgrace - 2019)

Save me from myself
I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself
I don't really want to wonder if I'm really going under

Yeah, I think too much so I write this down
Put my soul into these sounds
These sounds gave me some success, but I still frown no matter what I make so
Breathe in breathe out, I don't wanna be this way
Drive too fast too dangerous on the road so I can feel something like
Yeah, I'm finally rich but my mental's in a ditch
And I've been in that grey abyss where sadness and a great eclipse
Lately it's been getting harder to breathe
At night I stare up at the ceiling racing thoughts, I can't sleep
It's getting harder to breathe, yeah

Save me from myself
I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself
I don't really want to wonder if I'm really going under
Save me from myself
I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself
I really need your help
I'm going under

Yeah, used to wanna be famous
But right now I walk around aimless
Been to doctors, been to therapy
But they can't find where the pain is
Told 'em my face numb and I'm stressed out
Well, my career is the best now
So they just gave me pills to numb the pain
But that don't work for me
I wrote about "Better Days," but now I think it's just a fantasy
'Cause all I have are lesser days and everyone's abandoned me
I try to chase nostalgia, but it never feels the same
So if I disappear just know I'm in a better place

Save me from myself
I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself
I don't really want to wonder if I'm really going under
Save me from myself
I really need your help
I'm going under
Save me from myself
I really need your help
I'm going under