ANXIOUS

(album: LONELY VIBES - 2021)

I don't really know where I'm going
Feels like everyone found their story
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days now

I don't really know where I'm going
Feels like everyone found their story
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days, I know they won't last
And it feels like I don't have a place now
'Cause I don't connect with anyone who found a way out
And when I'm up, I'm just waiting for the takedown
Will my fear of living life ever die out?

Lost inside this maze and I can't take this
So I take two pills to stay here
Then I'll wake up by my bed, I can't keep living like this
And something's got it's claws in me
Dragging me back down where I don't wanna be
I can't shake my withdrawals
Now but they got me begging for the end, I'm suffering

All of these drugs been calling me
I don't have no one, so it's all on me
I bury my head, I don't wanna see no one
If they're better off without me

I don't really know where I'm going
Feels like everyone found their story
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days, I know they won't last
And it feels like I don't have a place now
'Cause I don't connect with anyone who found a way out
And when I'm up, I'm just waiting for the takedown
Will my fear of living life ever die out?

Lost inside this place that I used to come to escape my fear and sorrow
If tomorrow feels the same as yesterday I'll down the bottle
I'm so sick of living like this and not that
It's like every day I love less and fight back
And I wish it was you that called
And I'll see you at my funeral

All of these drugs been calling me
I don't have no one, so it's all on me
I bury my head, I don't wanna see no one
If they're better off without me

I don't really know where I'm going
Feels like everyone found their story
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days, I know they won't last
And it feels like I don't have a place now
'Cause I don't connect with anyone who found a way out
And when I'm up, I'm just waiting for the takedown
Will my fear of living life ever die out?