Gap

(album: Not Really Famous - 2020)

Yeah, yeah

I was onto someone else until I thought about it
You been acting crazy and I won't allow it
I've been in the city with a new girl every night tryna fill that
You been loyal back home asking me why I'm always out still
I could never lie to you, say I'm tryna fill that gap, gap, yeah
Say I'm tryna fill that gap
Say I'm tryna fill that gap
Say I'm tryna fill that gap
Yeah, woah

She said this fame has gotten to you
In the start I guess I didn't know the real you
You cut throat, you can change with a switch
I get nervous, I get worried when the jealousy hits

Been punching walls, you don't see who you are
I didn't understand the stress of the start
But is that who you are
Only finding validation in your place
Spend your time with other girls every time that you're away

That shit cuts, that shits hurts, that shit sucks
I'm just working lately, tryna call you still
But you won't pick up, you won't text me back, gap
Guess you're tryna fill that gap, yeah

You were onto someone else until you thought about it, hey
You've been acting crazy and I won't allow it
You been in the city with a new girl every night tryna fill that
I've been loyal back home asking you why you always out still
You could never lie to me, say you're tryna fill that gap
Say you're tryna fill that gap
Say you're tryna fill that gap
Say you're tryna fill that gap

I'm insecure you know that
I could never trust you
But there ain't no reason
I know that's not you
I just hate the thought of me looking dumb

The fear to trust someone else I still ain't overcome
I self sabotage, I end shit before it starts
I just killed our future just to save my heart, yeah
But I broke yours in the process
Part of me regrets, put the cycle that I'm stuck in
I got nothing left
Yeah, listen
Honestly, I, I got nothing left
Yeah, yeah

I was onto someone else until I thought about it, maybe
I've been acting crazy and you won't allow it
I've been in the city with a new girl every night tryna fill that
You've been loyal back home asking me why I'm always out still
I could never lie to you