lose

(album: war outside - 2021)

How could I forget
The girl with the sunken eyes?
How could I regret
Laying next to you?
Getting high again
To mute my memories
You know I pretend
There's nothing else to do

You really test my patience
You know it's hard for me to choose
I always get complacent
And either way I turn, I lose
I lose
I lose
I lose

Said I'm moving on
But this don't feel like change
Wrote to you in songs
But all the words sound strange
They can't prove me wrong
But I feel their energy
Wanted to belong
But I can't find a way

You really test my patience
You know it's hard for me to choose
I always get complacent
And either way I turn, I lose
You really test my patience
You know it's hard for me to choose
I always get complacent
And either way I turn, I lose
I lose
I lose
I lose