Fuck Temple University

(album: Dear Lemon House, You Ruined Me: Senior Year - 2021)

First period, first day, 2nd floor
3rd door down, I'm ready now, to get this year over with
No music, just a dirty blue hoodie
And a messenger bag full of useless shit

Destructive tendencies
They run deep through me

Someone told me life's what you make it
I guess I'm just making it anxious
And it's too late for me to shake it
Cause now I'm right here
But I feel like this year will be different
Like maybe somehow I'll make a difference
And maybe someone somewhere will listen
For now, I'm right here

It's always been up to me

Fuck, I forgot my combination
16-18-14? No
Fuck! I forgot my combination
27-35

Everything gets forgotten or I lose it or I'm late
It's like something's disconnected somewhere deep inside my little pink brain
Maybe it's just dark blue, maybe it's not there at all
Wait, I think my phone died. I think my zipper's down
I think I'm gonna cry. I think a lot
If you couldn't tell, but don't tell anyone

Destructive tendencies
They run deep through me

The Counselor told me life is what you make it
I guess I'm just making it anxious
And it's too late for me to break it
Cause I know I'm right here
But I feel like this year will be different
Like maybe somehow I'll make a difference
And maybe someone somewhere will listen
For now, I'm right here
For now, I'm right here

Running in circles leaves me out of breath
All I want's a break from the stress
This shit isn't new to me, I'm used to the scenery
And I'm all out of breath

This year I don't wanna play dead
The best way out is through, I wanna make it end
Fuck Temple. Fuck Drexel. Give me my paper
So I can walk out those doors. I don't care about a major

Who cares about a major?
I don't give a fuck about a major!
I made it this far, I just have one more year then

Everything will be fine
The underdog always finds a way