Fall Apart

My mind is still
My heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart
My mind is still
My heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart

Yeah, listen, yeah
Hey got a gun in my mouth I won't take it out
Until the pain goes away I just wanna shout
I just wanna scream, I hope its a dream
I hope in a dark world there's a place for me
So many teens, wanna die, why?
Contemplating suicide, I
Wanna be the voice in their minds
To let them know I love 'em and they're one of a kind, yes
I look in the mirror my stress gets bigger
Wonder what would happen if I ever pull the trigger
I drank too much liquor and fucked up my liver
The tears fall down, my lips begin to quiver
I shiver I'm freezing, fighting my demons
Trying to get 'em off and they know all of my weakness
Took away my purpose, left with no reason
Let me beat and not able to change the seasons, yes

Where you at bitch, what the hell you want from me
My soul is safe though the devil always longs for me
You may scare me but you can't have me
He hates my spouse so I'm trying to be happy

My mind is still
My heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart

Hey, yeah
What the hell is up?
Why am I still up?
What is in my cup?
Why do I feel stuck?
Why do I feel torn?
Crown is made of thorns
Words that cut me deep, letters made of swords
Come here worried let me spit in your face
Go until my stress is about to catch a case
Ima take it out first lap of the race
Nothing left behind go and try and find a trace
I smoke weed, yeah, keep your pills
I take blunts to the face when I'm in my feels
Not trapped in the lights I'm minding the hills
Only sober thing I know to do is to shut up and chill
Ima drive fast Ima live slow
Ima get it while I'm young and Ima die old
Ima beam myself up, I got high hopes
I don't wanna be another life on the tightrope

My mind is still
My heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart
My mind is still
My heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart
My mind is still
My heart can't heal
I keep things real but sometimes I want to fall apart, fall apart