Changes

(album: Shape & Destroy - 2020)

What the hell am I doing down here?
I thought that I was finally in the clear
But all it takes is once to make your demons reappear
What the hell am I doing down here?

It's easier to say than it is to do
To let go of the things I need to lose
To grow out of the old and take the shape of something new
It's easier to say than it is to do

And my, my, my
I'm just going through some changes
That don't mean
Everything is rearranging
Just give me time
I know I have been a stranger
Just don't give up on me
I'm just going through some changes

I'm in the basement threatening to score
You're teary-eyed and running to the door
All my ups and downs have worn you out by now, I'm sure
You're teary-eyed and running to the door

I'm sorry that I didn't take your call
I've been busy staring at the wall
The disappointment in your voice would hurt me most of all
I'm sorry that I didn't take your call

And my, my, my
I'm just going through some changes
That don't mean
Everything is rearranging
Just give me time
I know I have been a stranger
Just don't give up on me
I'm just going through some changes

And my, my, my
I'm just going through some changes
But that don't mean
Everything is rearranging
Just give me time
I know I have been a stranger
Just don't give up on me
I'm just going through some changes

At least I'm not the thing I was before
At least I'm giving it all I am and more
Even when the heat is rising up behind the door
At least I'm not the thing I was before