Flyin' In The Whirlwind

(album: Lifestyle - 2019)

I'm staring into space, they like, "You gotta move, Scot"
The motivation's hard to find when my whole crew's locked
Ratesy, too, while it hurts when your bro falls
And free Sammy till they free him from the closed walls
Anxiety attacks, I can't try to relax
Put a vest back-to-front 'cause the knives in my back
Trust is hard to earn from me
I barely trust anyone
I seen the change from being broke when I was twenty-one
I kept it moving man, I feel I've told you this before
I see it different now, guess you hearing different thoughts
From my mind, that's a trip when you break it down
Mix the drugs with the thugs in a crazy town
What the outcome? It ain't that hard to work out
Sipping lean makes it hard to spit the words out
I'm just tryna paint a picture with my vocab
And put your mind inside of mine, you see I'm so smashed

God give us time, 'cause I'm flying in the whirlwind
Wondering what's for me when the world ends
Bright lights, fast cars, this my life now
My brain on, but they saying that the light's out

God give us time, 'cause I'm flying in the whirlwind
Wondering what's for me when the world ends
Bright lights, fast cars, this my life now
My brain on, but they saying that the light's out

I'm in my car again, off my head on medicine
You asking me? I ask myself if it will ever end
I take the blame and blame the fame at the same time
I didn't realise just how much it can change life
And I ain't whinging cause the dollars help it weigh-out
I'm just giving you perspective with a blade out
That's when it burst and it feeling like a sudden rush
I'm seeing red, all I want to do it cut a cunt
They mark my name so I guess it never dirt clean
Remember Sero stabbed a cunt when he was thirteen
Don't you talk about my crew way before the fame
You wouldn't know, that's why we die over ABK
If this the bible then I'm writing down a scripture
And make a fan out of every single listener
Once a Kers fan, guarantee a fan forever
Funny how it took a jail visit to get the fam' together

God give us time, 'cause I'm flying in the whirlwind
Wondering what's for me when the world ends
Bright lights, fast cars, this my life now
My brain on, but they saying that the light's out

God give us time, 'cause I'm flying in the whirlwind
Wondering what's for me when the world ends
Bright lights, fast cars, this my life now
My brain on, but they saying that the light's out

Thought we had it all 'till I seen my brothers fall
And it's feeling like "No Rest" again, we've done it all
Depression and anxiety, most hide quietly, others act violently
I do 'em all, a sight to see
Gave my life to rap, I really sacrificed it all
Was on tour so I missed it when my daughter crawled
I'm fucked up and I hate public places
The sacrifice I made engraved me as the greatest

God give us time, 'cause I'm flying in the whirlwind
Wondering what's for me when the world ends
Bright lights, fast cars, this my life now
My brain on, but they saying that the light's out

God give us time, 'cause I'm flying in the whirlwind
Wondering what's for me when the world ends
Bright lights, fast cars, this my life now
My brain on, but they saying that the light's out