Fine Line

(album: Gag Order - 2023)

There's a fine line I've been walking
And trying to balance is exhausting
This is where you fuckers pushed me
Don't be surprised if shit gets ugly

All the doctors and lawyers cut the tongue out of my mouth
I've been hiding my anger, but bitch look at me now
I'm at the top of the mountain with a gun to my head
Am I bigger than Jesus or better off dead?

There's a fine line between genius and crazy
There's a fine line between broken and breaking
Spent my whole life tryna to change what they're saying about me
Sick of walking that fine line
Fine line between selling out and being bought
Fine line between famous and being forgot
It's time I'm coming down off of the cross
Sick of walking that fine line

I feel safest in the silence
And I'm so goddamn sick of fighting
The truth keeps roaring like a lion
Yeah, that'll be the cross I'll die on

The years keep on dragging, I'm at the end of my rope
The noose gets tighter and tighter, I'm tasting blood in my throat
Don't fucking call me a fighter, don't fucking call me a joke
You have no fucking idea, trust me, you'll never know

There's a fine line between hope and delusion
Between what's right and what we've just gotten used to
My whole life I've had something to prove to you
Sick of walking that fine line
Fine line between surviving and living
And, God, some things never should be forgiven
Guess what? I'm sick of pretending for you

Fine line, fine line, fine line
Fine line, fine line, fine line
This life was never mine
This life was never mine
This life was never mine
I can't keep wasting time
I can't keep wasting time
I can't keep wasting time

There's a fine line between what matters and doesn't
Between letting go and giving up
Between happy and stupid as fuck

There's a fine line between what's entertaining
And what's just exploiting the pain
But hey, look at all the money we made off me