young dumb

Young dumb, we fell in love
Too fucked up but it's what it was
Drink fill my cup, smoke fill my lungs
'Cause we don't feel bad when we're feeling numb and
Can't lie, I ain't feeling shit
Don't smile, don't cry but it's what it is
When we cut ties I made a list
Of every selfish, fucked up thing you did

I lost it
Everything I found
Silence never felt so loud
You took the words right out my mouth
And it's got me feeling nauseous
Always in my way
I gave you time and space to change
You went and threw it in my face
Said I'm insane

Big smile with a bubbly face
I let you in, really left a stain
We used your place as a great escape
But a few fun nights wasn't worth the pain and
Your eyes, they glitter gold but
All lies is what you told
I took your hand, said I'd never fold
Then you left me out in the bitter cold and

Oh and by the way
Every night when you're asleep I'm wide awake
Swear my mind is on repeat, I'm trying to think
I'm trying to think
Oh I said
Oh we turn the page
Doesn't matter every time we stay the same
Swear my mind is on repeat, I'm trying to think
Trying to think

That's when I lost it
Everything I found
Silence never felt so loud
You took the words right out my mouth
And it's got me feeling nauseous
Always in my way
I gave you time and space to change
You went and threw it in my face
Said I'm insane

That's when I lost it
That's when I lost it