Twenty-Nine

(album: Lyrics To GO, Vol. 3 - 2022)

21, I'm smoking drinking and chopping songs
22, I'm grindin I ain't got shit to lose
23, my jordan year and I'm broke as shit
Shooting videos for some local artists and hope it hit
24, my shawty pregnant. like what the fuck
I ain't got no money, apartment
Its like I'm fuckin stuck
25, I put this shit into drive
Ignoring my mental health
I'm focused on dollar signs
Cus lil Kota is growing
I'm focused on bottom line
Diapers is expensive. I'm walking without a dime
Show up at the show mad early because I'm deadass
4 in the mornin was the time I went to bed at
26, the people saying I'm making hits
27, I'm hustling and I'm gettin rich
28, I'm mentally breaking down
I'm toxic and I always got toxic women around
But shit I want better
I'm reading all these books and they inspired me to get up
I'm workin on myself, feel like I I'm gettin it together
I told this women, I do not want a love with no effort
But she a bitter hoe and I learned that shit was a set up
Picking up the pieces. I got this place lookin better
I don't need the reasons. I chalk it up to the seasons
As long as I'm not repeating these toxic cycles. I'm finna get everything I been needing
I say it to let it go
Vilifying me in your story, have you forgotten that I got one of my own
And if your people knew it then they would look at you low
You don't gotta worry cus ima tell that shit slow
29, intuitive and I'm hella wise
Beach house, town house, lake house. hoe
Every crib got the same damn couch though
I just switch up the color to meet the vibe
Give my energy to my woman cus shawty fly
Give my energy to my youngin, cus time flies
Give myself love, cus fuck its about time
Show so much love the haters are outshined
Internet chatter, they talking about lies
Wonder how I'm living, my nigga. I'm outside
Saw with those lil hoes on the clout train
But it didn't take you nowhere did it. how you feeling?