Unstable

(album: Kickin' & Screamin' - 2012)

And sometimes I d-... I don't, I don't feel good
Not physically but, like, ment-, mentally, mentally
It's like I lose myself, like I'm not
Krizz anymore like
Unstable

It seems like I would've fixed it
But I've been gone for way too long
Put a band-aid on it to fix it
But I'll be barely hanging on
If this is hell then I need help
So dark, it's like I never see the sun
It's like I'm dreaming but feels so real
And I can't be the only one

Unstable! Give me a reason
'Cause I can't stop but thinking 'bout leavin
I'm so unstable! (unstable)
And I need help 'cause
I can't do it by myself

Unstable! Give me a reason
'Cause I can't stop but thinking 'bout leavin
I'm so unstable!
And I need God
By myself it's just too hard
So unstable

Now I'm back on my coo-coo medicine, it's better than
Feeling like I'd rather be in heaven if it never end
Even that or added soon to a padded room
Wish I could get back up in the womb if there was any room
Unbirth me, this earth hurts me
Said I'm berserk, not a single person heard me
Up and down like working out and doing a burpee
If life's a beach, then can we at least go surfing?
My scruples are gone,
I done been around a Soo Woo group, brains is the noodle soup
Pain got me jumping through these hoops
That's why I jump back in this booth
So I can figure it out and get it out
Wanna get rid of it so I gotta let it out
I'm still breathing feeling completely

Unstable! Give me a reason
'Cause I can't stop but thinking 'bout leavin
I'm so unstable! (unstable)
And I need help
I can't do it by myself

Unstable! Give me a reason
'Cause I can't stop but thinking 'bout leavin
I'm so unstable!
And I need God
'Cause by myself it's just too hard
So unstable

Make it up out of it, battle it, take a hit, gotta get
Out of it before it gets malignant
I'm digging my own grave and being my own slave
I figure it's gon take a miracle one day
To get it up off me, it's killing me softly
The feeling is awfully like jittering from coffee
Panic disorder, got me thinking it's over
Can't be feeling this torture, but it's fully a scorcher

Kali baby may be crazy
Since the day that he was born
But if he raised in 3 days maybe
He can get me through this storm

Unstable! (unstable, yes) Give me a reason (yeah)
'Cause I can't stop but thinking 'bout leavin
I'm so unstable! (unstable)
And I need help
'Cause I can't do it by myself (no)

Unstable! (yeah) Give me a reason
'Cause I can't stop but thinking 'bout leavin
I'm so unstable! (unstable, yeah)
And I need God (God)
'Cause by myself is just too hard
So unstable, and I find myself lately reaching
Out to God, 'cause well, unstable