Revolutions

(album: Self Portraits Of Psychological Corruption - 2020)

Chemical imbalance in my mind
In my soul, in my eyes
Maybe not a cure
But a help for my hell
For those days when I die

The revolutions of smoke and mirrors
I see them so clear but then they disappear
I'm terrorized by a magic trick
Where logic is sawed in half by fear

I want to love
It's the only thing that I want
But I'm scared, terrified
I await the day, that I finally
Can converse and immerse in the night

The revolutions of smoke and mirrors
I see them so clear but then they disappear
I'm terrorized by a magic trick
Where logic is sawed in half by fear

When I woke up this morning
Someone that I didn't know
Told me that it was gonna be okay
I said to myself, "How do I trust this person?
They probably say that stuff on camera
Just to get paid"
And yeah, she does some other stuff
But this, this came from a place
That felt completely, entirely real
And I never knew that anyone I perceived as a wicked mermaid
Could also tell me that I'm gonna heal

The revolutions of smoke and mirrors
I see them so clear but then they disappear
I'm terrorized by a magic trick
Where logic is sawed in half by fear

The revolutions of smoke and mirrors
I see them so clear but then they disappear
I'm terrorized by a magic trick
Where logic is sawed in half by fear