Adored

(album: Control My Sanity - 2021)

Adored
I'm wishing I was, I wish I wasn't torn
Am I going to waste my time on nothing more?
You're ugly on the inside, prove me wrong
You'll just forget about me, you got what you want

You got your way out of frame
Are you just lashing out?
Now I see what you can't
So leave me and pretend
To love me in the end
I wish that I was adored

Now here's a promise I can finally keep
I'll cut you off, you'll never hear from me
Not one more second of these lust filled nights
Can you leave? I'm feeling nauseous, sick of you in my sight
On display, my hard work
Change your ways
(Don't get what you don't deserve)

You got your way out of frame
Are you just lashing out?
Now I see what you can't
So leave me and pretend
To love me in the end
I wish that I was adored

(I wish that I was adored)
Vacant, my heart had space for you
Now it's dormant
Hard enough to say goodbye
We're out off time

You got your way out of frame
Are you lashing out?
You got your way out of frame
Are you just lashing out?
Now I see what you can't
So leave me and pretend
To love me in the end
I wish that I was adored
I wish that I was adored