I Don't Feel At Home In This World Anymore

(album: Grim Peaks III - 2021)

Yeah

I'm always in pain and the burden of living
Is always too much, now my death feel so imminent
Now all my memories feeling so vivid
I'm haunted by trauma that pays me in dividends
Making the money, it won't fill the void
So I'm making choices, to drown the voices
All these decisions I made in the past always following me
How the fuck did this happen?
I came here for greatness, don't fuck with the average
But I can't relate with nobody
The sadness is breaking me down, I can't love anyone
I was burned too many times to be open
And I can't trust anyone, I know the focus is just to be using me up 'til they're done
Why would I share with them all my emotions when they're gonna use it to just set me up?

I don't even know who the fuck I am anymore
I don't even know what the point of all this for
I don't even know who the fuck I am anymore
I don't even know what the point of all this for

I'm always hanging around by a thread again
Walking right next to the edge again
Voices inside of my head again
Tell me that I should've left again
I've been tryna find my mind before I self destruct
I keep pushing forward, but this time I think I've had enough
I've been tryna find my mind before I self destruct
I keep pushing forward, but this time I think I've had enough

Oh-woah-woah-woah
Oh-woah-woah-woah-woah
Oh-woah-woah-woah
Oh-woah-woah-woah-woah
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
(ZWALL)