Yeah It's Fine, Whatever

(album: Things I Won't Get Sued for - 2018)

You were the one that taught me not to trust my heart
Taught me how to fall apart, now I'm chilling in the dark with a torch on your back porch waiting for the fire to start so we can make s'mores

But of course it's a dream and I wake up
Falling apart at the seams since the break up
Remember scout on the couch waiting for ya when your brother calls back just so he can ignore ya...

And I don't get it I did everything I could to understand what I never understood like
Where were you that night?
I freaked out, when you went missing
Why'd you have to go and put me into that posistion?

I hate bitching bout missing you bu it's true the only time I've felt myself was when I was witchu
Yeah
Mmm hmm, mm hmm

I remember when we first met, and you said, Everybody lives twice and dies two deaths
In your mind where you dreams go to hide and when they die this reality is all you have you have left

I used to say that if I married you would be the one, coming undone, gotta stick To my guns
It's not the end of my life just the end of the world
Cause saying " I hate that bitch" just means I used to love that girl

Mmm hmm, mmhhmm mhhhnm
I ask her if she's done with me she says
Mmm hmmm, mhmmmm; mhhmmm

Yeah, it's summer 15, you finally kissed me
But something's wrong all along I can see that you want something and its not me, I dunno... don't want to leave but I think that I should go

I made it through another October, the thirteenth and you're calling me over, but I don't know why I'm here carving pumpkins
Till She looks up and says I gotta say something

I think I love you... and I don't know what to do, I just want to be friends I don't want to lose you
But girl I'm tryna see this though
I can't reach my dreams if I'm dreaming of you

And I knew it would be process
But can we please have some progress?
These mafuckas just hate cause they can't relate to somebody with a promise

And my promises are something that I keep, when I can't sleep I just want another night
I knew you'd be the one to leave, and it wouldn't take a fight
But it's fine, now you went and proved me right yeah

I got to learn to plan more
Don't fucking tell me what I stand for
I'm doing alright without you
Just forgot how to write a song that's not about you

I ask her if she's done with me she says