Flush

(album: Fucked Up / Let Down - 2017)

[Lil Xtra:]
So I'm Sleeping off the pills and
Crying on a Tuesday
I don't really give a fuck what you say
You make me feel like it's doomsday
... Never cared about me anyways
I don't want to know how you're gonna do without me
I know that you'll forgot about me
Haven't slept since Sunday
I guess We all escape one day

[Crydermane:]
Can never sleep I'm up all night and I've been smoking weed
Want life to change but happiness well that don't come with ease
Spending all my cheese on liquor clothes and big ass bags of tree
Baby tryna chill with me she even saying fucking please
Switching up like every month ain't tryna stay the same
Counting up like every week cause I'm not focused on the fame I want my momma covered up in diamonds every single day
All my focus on this I ain't lying ain't no other way
I've been insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I'mm rolling to sustain
I've been fucking insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I' m rolling to sustain

[Lil Xtra:]
So I'm Sleeping off the pills and
Crying on a Tuesday
I don't really give a fuck what you say
You make me feel like it's doomsday
... Never cared about me anyways
I don't want to know how you're gonna do without me
I know that you'll forgot about me
Haven't slept since Sunday
I guess We all escape one day

Yeah, I've been depressed since 6th grade, and I ain't ride no Fucking wave
I just Got so Fucking sick of people saying to behave
When all I do is wait
All I fucking do is take
Everything I managed to plan has vanished in my wake

And I've had two attempts, saying fuck I'm through with this
The time when I'm awake I want to die and that's some truthful Shit...
But I'm still here at 22, missing you
Ever since you were erased
I wish that I could take your place

And I heard your sister found you hanging in that tree
Saw her post on Facebook, wishing you could meet
Her kids when she has them or see her graduate
I'd be lying if I said that I ain't have a mental break

When I put those fucking pills in my mouth or
When my kidneys fucking flushed them back out and
Every day I wonder what I'm good for
But I don't really give a God damn so I'm