Hxhxhx

(album: Taking Up Space - 2020)

You know I've never been so nervous like my spine's about to snap
Yeah, I remember how I bent until I broke myself in half
And I know that I get angry
And I know that you stay sad
But I still feel all the dripping from the dagger in my back

But you said that it's not worth fighting
For I know there's much more bad
But you can't front
Just leave me alone
Just get out of my home
She said ''I never needed you, no, I just needed something, you meant nothing''
So the earth begins to shake

I've always loved to say you see
The best in everything except for me
(Except for me)
Prefer to have done things differently
But nothing would have changed
Not my feelings or your games
You know it's 10 years gone by
And I tried so hard to hate you

But you said that it's not worth fighting
For I know there's much more bad
But you can't front
Just leave me alone
Just get out of my home
She said ''I never needed you, no, I just needed something, you meant nothing''
(You meant nothing)

This disease is getting worse
I see the fire through the trees
Break my bones
Smoke me out
C'mon, do your worst to me

[?] followed my heart
And where did it get me
I should have known it right from the start
[?]
Broken
Broken
Cut the [?] out my bones
I can't find my fucking heart
Much less my fucking hope

But you said you said it was never enough
My head my head is all filled up
With lies you've spoke amount to a million times before
You said you said it was never enough
My head my head is all filled up
So please don't talk
And now I've shut my bedroom door

So the earth begins to shake
Cause the mountains they crumble around me
I can't get up, I can't get up
No, you just let me down
This disease is getting worse
If I never see you again
I just hope that you know I loved you
As much as you love him