Over It

(album: Over It - 2021)

It don't feel like there's 24 hours in the day anymore
Tryna say I don't like where it's going
Got a bad hand, I don't really want to show it
We could try to work it out but I know I'm gonna blow it
It's inevitable
The invariable panic sets in and I'm drowning again
In the darkest thoughts I possess
I'm probably gonna die young, I ain't dying just yet
But I'm trying to progress in this life, and open my mind
Sick of feeling like I never do anything right
You ask if I'm cool, put me in my place
I'm the same as always: just taking up space
But it don't feel the same as it used to
And one of these days I'm gonna lose you
Cause dark clouds hang above us
We both know you're getting let down by a fuck up

'Cause I don't really want to talk about this
I'm pretty much over it if I'm being honest with you
Because you're not who I thought that you were
It sucks, this really hurts, but I don't know what else to do

I know that I love you, that you love me too
I know it's hard to hear, but I have to tell the truth
We keep running 'round in circles, we are never getting out
On a one-way road that is only going down
Gave you all my effort, gave you my attention
Think you're better off without me, I'm the one that's always sinning
Causing problems, I'm the reason that you got on the prescription
But a life that filled with pain is not a life that worth the living
You say that isn't true, you don't want to see me leave
It's the one's you keeping close that always cut you 'til you bleed
You too caught up in the moments, know it's hard for you to see
That we not meant to be together even if you loving me

'Cause I don't really want to talk about this
I'm pretty much over it if I'm being honest with you
Because you're not who I thought that you were
It sucks, this really hurts, but I don't know what else to do

I'm trying to speak up
I'm dying to be heard
I only have questions
That don't have an answer
I'm trying to speak up
I'm dying to be heard
I only have questions
That never get answered but

'Cause I don't really want to talk about this
I'm pretty much over it if I'm being honest with you
Because you're not who I thought that you were
It sucks, this really hurts, but I don't know what else to do