Spanish Doors

(album: Soberish - 2021)

Is something wrong?
You take my hand, I play along
But I can tell it's bad

I don't want to talk about it
Cause talking about it makes me sad
Why would I agree to something like that?
Pushing past the table, spilling my drink
Locked up in the bathroom, staring at the sink
I don't want to see anybody
I know
I don't want to be anywhere that you and I used to go

I'm slowly disappearing behind our Spanish Doors
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't smile anymore
I'm slowly disappearing behind our Spanish Doors
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't smile anymore
I'm slowly disappearing behind our Spanish Doors
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't smile anymore

What about the kids? What about the house?
What about our friends? What do I do now?

Pushing past the table, spilling my drink
Locked up in the bathroom staring at the sink
I don't want to see anybody I know
I don't want to be anywhere you and I used to go

I'm slowly disappearing behind our Spanish Doors
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't smile anymore

Where do I go? What do I do?
Who can I tell about it?
There's no way out of this place
I can't hide my lying face.
There's no life here without you, just the echo of our love

Pushing past the table, spilling my drink
Locked up in the bathroom staring at the sink
I don't want to see anybody I know
I don't want to be anywhere you and I used to go

I'm slowly disappearing behind our Spanish Doors
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't smile anymore
I'm slowly disappearing behind our Spanish Doors
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't smile anymore
I'm slowly disappearing behind our Spanish Doors
The ghost I see in the mirror doesn't smile anymore