Ego

(album: The Language Of My World - 2005)

Ladies and gentlemen, Sekken Thaughtz on the beat
(And you know how I feel) Big up to Lace Cadence
Good looking out for this one, man

I love hip-hop music, I just hate the ego
The politics that follow it, getting caught in it can be lethal
See I love the community, 'cause a community will embrace you
But you turn it back the community is the people that will hate you
See everybody's striving for that same shit
To get paid and make it, and I'ma be honest, I'm tryna become famous
When someone makes a move watch that person next to you
'Cause I'll warn ya
I love Hova but jealousy's The Takeover
Here come the mean mugs
"I can't do what he does"
And where does that lead us?
To the ego that feeds us
I wish that I could just do what I do
But when a door opens for him I'm afraid there won't be enough room
Comparison's a mother fucker
Like MLK said
"We all want that band leader syndrome and it won't stop"
This concept makes me wonder, is it the commodity
Of the music or the ego that is killing hip-hop?
(And you know how I feel)

It's the ego that makes me not give respect in dap
It's the ego that makes me talk shit behind people's back
You know that it's the ego that's constantly polluting my consciousness
So ingrained in my brain that I can barely even acknowledge it
It's the ego that makes the present moment jet-lagged
I said it's the ego that has me tripping about the next man
You know that it's the ego that makes me not go to the front
Of the show 'cause the performers have exactly what I want

"I'm so cool"
For real?
You know dude, I'm serious spit it different and if you just flow too
I'll listen looking for glitches and rip 'em to shove improve
That my rhythm's a little bit more intricate, just to boost
My ego, it's so evil
Threatened by so many different kinds of people
It seems that if you're going through something and life is feeling uncomfortable
The immediate place you go is to your ego to comfort you
When Boom Bap got signed I hated on him
When Grayskul got signed I hated Onry
And that's hard to admit, but since I'm really being honest
I wanted to be one of the first to make it as a Northwest rap artist
Instead of taking it as a plus for my region
I took it as a cut to my dreams of making it out of this political scene of
Northwest haters to be next, I guess I'm just like them
Jealous of who's taking that step

It's the ego that makes me not give respect in dap
It's the ego that makes me talk shit behind people's back
You know that it's the ego that's constantly polluting my consciousness
So ingrained in my brain that I can barely even acknowledge it
It's the ego that makes the present moment jet-lagged
I said it's the ego that has me tripping about the next man
You know that it's the ego that makes me not go to the front
Of the show 'cause the performers have exactly what I want

Now everybody got one but people trying to front
Claiming that they on the humble but cocky
Now it comes up when we judge
Or are threatened by someone
But everyone still be like "man that's not me"
Now let me break it down son
It's only a lack of love for ourselves
'Cause we're submerged in "I gotta be"
The best or number one
But it's just that we don't trust
In our heart and that's what stops me
It's the ego