All I Had To Lose

(album: Ether - 2020)

We were reckless for a season, now
Restless with a reason
I can't tell
I can't tell
If we were victims of the vices, or
Addicted to the crisis
Lived through hell
Lived through hell

And when you came up for a breath
I knew there wasn't nothing left to do but choose
And everything I lost wasn't much compared to all
I had to, I had to lose

We laid with it, dead and dying
Told 'em all we were just trying
To be alive
To be alive
Closed our eyes, I know that we could leave
The lies we didn't want to
Leave behind
Behind

And when you came up for a breath
I knew there wasn't nothing left to do but choose
And everything I lost wasn't much compared to all
I had to lose

Watched the colors fade away
Reached out by the sun
Left her for another day
Prayed it would never come

And when you came up for a breath
I knew there wasn't nothing left to do but choose
And everything I lost wasn't much compared to all
I had to, I had lose
I had lose
I had lose