I'm A Loser

(album: The Early Years: 2010-2011 Demos - 2018)

When I stumble through this city
I'm not looking for your pity
I'm not searching for the past
Or a present that don't last
And I'm not picturing your face
Your perfect face

When I walk beneath your window
And you stand behind your pain
I'm a lion on the loose
Left you with a broken noose
That left me scarred around my neck
So I can't forget

No, I'm a loser
Yeah, you win the war
I'm a loser
And I've never been this good before

Every single conversation
Always ends in my frustration
Do I have freedom of speech?
'Cause my mind is out of reach
And your smile's been erased
From your perfect face

I was supposed to be your rainbow
But I got caught up in the rain
I couldn't cut it as a hero
Cause I couldn't block your gun
And you just looked at me like I was weird
When the blood began to run

No, I'm a loser
Yeah, you win the war
I'm a loser
And I've never been this good before

Do you want me gone
Well go ahead and set me free
I don't need your stupid social moral code
To know that I am on the right road for me
That I am on the right road for me
You work hard at putting me down
And I know that you don't see it
But this is me at my best
It's not a joke if no one's laughing
I'm not tryna pass your test
So go ahead and get upset
Turn red like all the rest
I grew into my cool
Sweetie, did I break a rule?

Oh, I'm a loser
Yeah, you win the war
I'm a loser
And I've never been this good before
Loser
Oh, oh!