Changing States

(album: Changing States - 2018)

Wish that I could take back all my time
Precious time that I wasted all on you
You let me fall while I reached for your hand
Pulled it back like you always do
Nothing ever came from this
Just angry minds and balled up fists
Can't stand it, won't stand it

You put me in a toxic state of mind
I'm changing states this time

Don't wanna waste
My life away
Don't wanna wither in this place
You kept me hidden in
It's such a shame
I'm never coming back
The pain you caused me
Won't leave a scar this time
I'm taking back what's mine

Don't wanna waste
My life away
Don't wanna wither in this place
You kept me hidden in
It's such a shame
I'm never coming back
The pain you caused me
Won't leave a scar this time
I'm taking back what's mine

I'm changing states this time

You're selfish
Or I'm needy
When I needed you the most is when you called it quits
Forgotten
Mistreated
Didn't know you would throw me out
Contradict
Your feelings
Back and forth in your my mind
Don't know what to do
I'm stuck here
Misleaded
How do I know how to please you?

How come you would?
Waste your time to treat me like a fool

Don't wanna waste
My life away
Don't wanna wither in this place
You kept me hidden in
It's such a shame
I'm never coming back
The pain you caused me
Won't leave a scar this time
I'm taking back what's mine

Don't wanna waste
My life away
Don't wanna wither in this place
You kept me hidden in
It's such a shame
I'm never coming back
The pain you caused me
Won't leave a scar this time
I'm taking back what's mine

Left me a mess inside my head
With nothing to clean with but my hands
Hoped it would be just you and me in the end
Gasping for air that I don't need
Stifled, you didn't release me
Stuck here with ongoing thoughts
When will this end?

I'm changing states this time
I'm changing states this time