Koala

(album: Happysad - 2019)

I get so deep in my own head
An endless pit in my own bed
But then you pull me out again
Say Drama Queen this ain't the end
I fill up with these made up fears
I drown myself in made up tears
You say that this is ending here
I hold you and I disappear, yeah
I disappear, yeah

You say, would I lie to you?
Would I lie to you?
You say come here my koala
Let me hold you like I oughta
I say, I'm a wreck
I'm a fucking mess
You say come here my koala
Let me hold you like I oughta

Some nights feel like a heavy load
A ticking clock and I explode
The words get caught up in my throat
You give me space but keep me close
Sometimes the voices get so loud
So loud, like 6 feet underground
I wake up on the battle ground
Scared that I won't make it out

God, what if no one remembers we're here
Bones turned to dust as a last souvenir
I can't sleep straight through the night

You say, would I lie to you?
Would I lie to you?
You say come here my koala
Let me hold you like I oughta
I say, I'm a wreck
I'm a fucking mess
You say come here my koala
Let me hold you like I oughta

I disappear, yeah
I disappear

You say, would I lie to you?
Would I lie to you?
You say come here my koala
Let me hold you like I oughta
I say, I'm a wreck
I'm a fucking mess
You say come here my koala
Let me hold you like I oughta

Would I lie to you?
Would I lie to you?
You say come here my koala
Let me hold you like I oughta
I say, I'm a wreck
I'm a fucking mess
You say come here my koala
Let me hold you like I oughta