Erase Me

(album: Candle Glow - 2018)

I don't know what the problem is
Getting in my face, acting like it's your business
I can't get with it anymore
Took too many shots, now I'm lying on the floor
Staring at the ceiling, I ignore my feelings
Life is too long, I don't want to be breathing
Took too many pills, I forgot my meaning
Poor sense of judgement, but I've never been caught stealing

Let me out of here (don't really wanna live, but I bite back the tears)
Let me out of here
I don't really wanna live, I'm just passively here

I don't know why I'm so fascinated
And in love with these monsters that I've created
When we talk on the phone
Nervously pacing
I know that someday you'll have to erase me
(Have to erase me)
I know that someday, you'll have to erase me
I'm trapped with the secrets I locked in the basement
I knew someday you would have to replace me
I'm so self destructive
It's no wonder you can't face me
Nobody knows, but I'm so isolated
Fix all my problems with blunts and duct tape (fix all my problems, fix all my problems, fix all my problems)
One time I picked up the pieces of my heart and
Put it back together with some staples
I'd be lying if I said it wasn't painful
Looking back on my decisions, to my family I'm disgraceful
(I don't wanna make you sad when I'm singing this song
But if you know the words, you can sing along)
(I don't wanna make you sad when I'm singing this song
But if you know the words, you can sing along)
I know that I may
Sound a little crazy (sound a little crazy)
At this point it's sad
Nobody can save me (nobody can save me)

I don't know what the problem is
Getting in my face acting like it's your business
I can't get with it anymore
Took too many shots
Now I'm lying on the floor
Staring at the ceiling
I ignore my feelings
Life is too long, I don't want to be breathing
Took too many pills
I forgot my meaning
Poor sense of judgement but I've never been caught stealing

Let me out of here (let me out, let me out, let me out)
Let me out of here (let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out)
Don't really wanna live, I just bite back the tears
Let me out of here
I don't really wanna live I'm just passively here (sometimes little crazy, sometimes little crazy)
I don't know why I'm so fascinated
And in love with these monsters that I've created

When we talk on the phone
Nervously pacing