The Fever

(album: Stovall - 2014)

When the fever breaks
I will be right here sitting in the same spot I'm sitting right now
My faith has started to shake
I don't know if I still believe you'll ever come to life with this crowd

Am I the only one who feels lonely even though I know I'm surrounded by friends?
Am I the only one who feels that fevered longing?
God I know I'm the only one who can
There's things that I hide, things I keep in the corners of my mind and I can't keep hiding
I know you won't approve of this, I've got bad taste in art and sex and lying

When we sat in my basement and I showed you all my wrongs, you said, "just don't quit your day job."
You were right, and I gave up four years ago, but some things are just too hard to leave behind
I've changed my mind so many times cause I wanted you to like me

And I'm ashamed to admit it took me this long, but I don't care if you like me anymore

Am I the only (Am I the only)
One who feels that fevered longing?
Am I the only (Am I the only)
God I know I'm the only one who can