remember me

(album: skeletons - 2016)

I'm finally moving on
To Greener grass and bluer skies
Never thought I'd ever feel conclusive in this stupid life
But here I am, often contemplating suicide
Didn't feel so do or die, before when shit blew my mind
It changed me for the worst or for the better
I don't know these days
Ruined all my favorite songs
I used to have them on replay
Now if they are echoing throughout living spaces
I simply start to panic through my eyes precipitation
Think I'm quite different from the guy I was a year ago
More than numbers changed
I'm dumb, estranged, too kind of fear in those who judge me by my music and critique my personality
I used to be sweet, I guess she ripped that person out of me
Everyone who doubted me is looking terse and cowardly
Suppose that it's the price I pay for when leaking verses out of these
Hands that I use as a tool, never weaponry
For taking hold of pens and turning ink into effigies

Remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me
Just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me
Just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me

Excuse me sir, if you could do me one favor and just remember me forever, then I'll pay you back later
I know I say that a lot
In need of paper a lot
I probably should get a real job
Start making some guap
But to be truthful, I feel as though I should be handed everything
But not a sense of entitlement, that fuels my greed
It's more the feeling that without these things
I will have nothing to live for
While simultaneously not caring enough about life to attain them myself
Sorry, hang on, I'll start rhyming now
Probably got my neighbor screaming "pipe it down" my mic is loud
I wanna make my family proud, and kind of make a mark on this planet
Before I'm gone, they'll say damnit he had a smiley frown
A walking oxymoron, moron off of oxy often
But I'm not talking oxy-cotton, I'm talking this oxygen
I breathe to keep my lungs inflated
Mind estranged, pocket solemn, had a couple bars
My thoughts forgot them back in August, Autumn
I don't know, I just don't know

When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me
Just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me
Just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
When I'm gone, just remember me
Just remember me