fan (ghost)

(album: winter - 2017)

The fan beside me's humming at a steady A#
I can just make out the note on my phone screen
It's 6 am again and I'm still crying over things
That I've been crying 'bout as long as you've known me

Eternally unhappy
I'm alone
Severing the cartilage
And bone
I want to be rid of every
Piece of me that's left
Until I float
I am a ghost

The world around us spins as we wait for it to end
Hey, guys, do you think that we could do that sooner?
Waking up's a chore, I walk the labyrinth on my floor
And realize that I'm a fucking loser

Eternally unhappy
I'm alone
Severing the cartilage
And bone
I want to be rid of every
Piece of me that's left
Until I float
I am a ghost