nothing good happens after 2am (Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)

(album: Nocturnal - 2022)

Stay busy, don't think too much
Don't speak up, play it safe
Don't bother to ask for help
You'll ruin someone's day

Be pretty, pretty mean to yourself
Keep running til you're weak
This is what I tell myself
All night

Nothing good happens after 2am
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I'm clawing at my skin and I'm so
Terrified
That I'll waste my life
In fear
In fear

I'm good but not good enough
For 26 years old
I don't know what I want
So I keep chasing gold

Lying at therapy
So they're not scared of me
I'm getting scared of me, I know

Nothing good happens after 2am
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I'm clawing at my skin and I'm so
Terrified
That I'll waste my life
In fear
In fear

Cause I hate what I see when I'm looking at me
I don't wanna exist, I don't wanna be seen
I'm fading, so jaded
By the weight of the words I've been telling myself
Maybe I should just turn into somebody else
Erase me, replace me

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