Central Disposal

(album: The Beginning Of All Things To End - 2001)

My perspective on life is pain
Sponge textured soul so porous I can't drain
I just absorb violations of the pledge
You swore to me your perjury
Detours the life of my child. Did you?

Chicanery from you for me
Violates natural instincts in you
Dissolve does the sibling
Artificial sympathy
You braid the noose, you hang me in guilt
Your guilt you blame me

Step up the empathy!
What now?
Broken lover in your head!
So what?
Mental material mother, she left or dead

Glacial feeling inherited!
What now?
Pathetic mode of principle!
So what?
Now I see the industry where you belong is killing

My deception in life was you
You bring all the pain well that I'm used to
Double vision is my view
Conditions that tear right through my mind pain, my pain!

In my head I harness, it keeps my faith frigid!
My body doesn't breathe, hate!
Don't know how much I fucking hate you!
Look what you've done to me!
You won't leave me alone!
Come back!
No, no, no!

Stepen up the empathy!
What now?
Broken lover in your head!
So what?
Mental material mother, she left or dead!

Glacial feeling inherited!
What now?
Pathetic mode of principle!
So what?
Now I see, the industry where you belong is killing

My deception