All My Life

(album: Thank You For The Demon - 2014)

All my life, I've had to cover up what others done
And I'm so tired, it still happens to me all the time
Let it be, they always say a better day will come
How could I've been so blind

All my life, I've been trying to find out who I really am
And I ain't done, what's clear to you I'll never understand
How I screamed, how I cried in the dead of night
It was just a dream, one of those nightmares we don't talk about

How did they dare not to let me speak?
But this bird is soon about to fly free

All my life I've had to cover up what others done
But you're right, my day will come!

Now I'm mad, I wanna have those things I never had
I can be bad, the consequenses of your actions strikes back
I'm not mean, you just haven't seen the real me
Let it be, you will get used to it, you'll see

All my life, I've been looking for a place called mine
I have tried, still haven't found out who I really am
How I lied when I told you I was satisfied
And I lied when I said it's gonna be alright
I could not find any piece of mind

Now I'm done, I'm fed up being angry all the time
But don't be calm, I'm on to everyone who clouds my skies
Cause it's true, break bad patterns, that's the way to go
All I know, my loved ones will not face my cruel doom

I can talk about it now
I'm not afraid to fly
Many years has passed me by
Everything will be alright

I can talk about it now
I'm not afraid to fly
Everything will be alright
But I'm not satisfied