Nightmare (Dreaming, Pt. 2)

(album: Loyal To The Soil - 2014)

I remember when I went cunch with all my kilo
And feds took all of man's my shit man, I was pissed
Man was in the station for 3 days, you know
Come out with no Ps
[?] I had to find a shot
[?] cuh man got 3 cheeseburgers
Man hit that M-way [?] cut

Then I went broke it's just me and Likkle T again
No one else wanted to be my friend
I'm all alone like a scarecrow
I put my last 20 in this roulette box, I really need a zero
My trainers look fucked up
I need to get a haircut
Plus this pedal bike got my joggin but I'm teared up
I feel like to do a mad ting
I swear I'd rob all them niggas callin me a hasbeen
It's comin like a broken mirror
I ain't net all day, now I'm eatin toast for dinner
I used to fly birds now the run's over
24 sleepin on my mum's sofa
I can't move keys, I got a dead line
Prep'ed all my deeds to bill a bedtime
Wish I could ask my guy for a loan
I woulda been rich if my nigga Hydro was home

'Member when I lost all my Ps in a booky
I had a likkle save in my case and I cleaned out everything
Imagine, no one believed that I was broke too
Cuh my chain's swingin [?]
Tellin man on Thursday like "Are you dumb, you can't be broke"
Consign a ting [?]
Gang robbed that, so now I'm 18 bills minus 8

Had to pinch myself, I hope this is a dream
Cuh niggas that I thought were mandem's nowhere to be seen
I guess they all went when I pour my jewels
Dropped the last video and got 40 views
I shoulda stayed on this rap ting and started doin shows
Instead of movin Os
Entertainin stupid hoes
Now I'm stuck on the streets cuh that's all I know
I shoulda stayed on that plum and coulda saved all my dough
Thinkin 'bout when me and Midge had the newest whip
Flyin birds since 14, I ain't used to this
My nigga that I brought in never wanna know me
He had a new connect and a new [?]
My niggas stopped showin love, and all my bitches too
But watch how I bounce back when I flip this Q
It made my heart melt
When my mum's got bills to pay and I can't help