Atmosphere

(album: Dark & Beautiful Secrets - 2021)

In the middle of the night
I saw it all so clear
I was so alone
In your atmosphere

Blinded by the light
Take me anywhere
You pull me in, I push me out
And disappear

But I need somebody
Honestly, I don't know who I'd be without it
Misery loves company
And I'm surrounded
Honestly, I'm tired of feeling numb

I think I lost myself
Feels like I'm burning up but still my heart is cold
I've tried to scream it out but still nobody knows
No, they can't see, no they can't see
Cause I can't seem to show
That I can't be, that I can't be
That I can't be alone

In the middle of the day
I see you everywhere
I let my mind escape
In your atmosphere

But no one even notice
And you don't even care
I shut you down, you shut me out
And disappear

I think I lost myself
Feels like I'm burning up but still my heart is cold
I've tried to scream it out but still nobody knows
No, they can't see, no they can't see
Cause I can't seem to show
That I can't be, that I can't be
That I can't be alone

Oh, woah

In the middle of the night
I saw it all so clear
I was so alone
In your atmosphere