Honest

I don't need ya
Don't even miss ya
But when I see ya
I relapse
And it's an issue
That I can't get through
Always brand new
Every time you're back, hmm

Honestly I'm good but I
Know that l've been better l'm
Sleeping pretty good at night
But I ain't honest about it yet
Every day I push you out
Since the day we said goodbye
Told myself that I was fine
Can I be honest about it yet?

Cause if I'm being honest
Time isn't helping the slightest
Every time I hear your name fight it
Fight it off, make it stop
Every time I see it
Holding her hand l'Il just beat it
Hate that I get in my feelings
Honestly don't know how to make it stop

There's a reason
Why we're not speaking
But I forget it everytime your in front of me, yeah
Every day I push you out
Since the day we said goodbye
Told myself that I was fine
Can I be honest about it yet?

Cause if I'm being honest
Time isn't helping the slightest
Every time I hear your name fight it
Fight it off, make it stop
Every time I see it
Holding her hand l'Il just beat it
Hate that I get in my feelings
Honestly don't know how to make it stop

Please don't hold her like that in front of me
I love your hands but not with her in between
How could you promise and say, "She ain't it"
But the second we're over you break it
Cause if I'm being honest
Time isn't helping the slightest
Every time I hear your name fight it
Fight it off, make it stop

Every time I see it
Holding her hand l'Il just beat it
Hate that I get in my feelings
Honestly don't know how to make it stop
Cause if I'm being honest
If I'm being
If I'm being honest
If I'm being
If I'm being honest
Honest, yeah, yeah

Cause if I'm being honest
If I'm being
If I'm being honest
If I'm being
If I'm being honest
Can I be honest about it yet?