Spring Training (from Split w/ Slick Shoes)

I found you falling into old routines
As you layed the final straw across my back
Familiar with the ending, the sickening returns
And I've come to find out the equation stays the same

And every time I think it's different
You turn and face me with the truth
With your eyes so blank and distant
But that's nothing new
And looks more like the habit is breaking you

I should know better than to trust myself
When guilt and failure bring me back
I take the beatings for you. You never felt the fall
It's been hard to tell who been sicker all along

And it is hard to stay indifferent
As you fall apart in front of me
Then I choke on the resentment
But that's nothing new
And it looks more like the habit is breaking me

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We all break down and we break the promises we make